The first time I met Jason, I knew there was something very special about him. When he came to New Jersey from Utah, my mom thought it would be a great idea for Jason to come visit Rutgers University with us. As we sat in an auditorium listening to one boring speaker after another, Jason decided to pull out his fire fighter’s knife and give himself a manicure. With everyone staring at him, he leaned over and whispered in my ear he wanted to look good for the big tour. I knew from that moment on, Jason Brown would forever change my life. I spent the majority of my senior year in high school listening to Tool or anything Maynard James Keenan had to do with, watching Courage the Cowardly dog and going to Wendy’s with Jason. He quickly managed to become on of my best friends in the short amount of time I had known him. Jason planned on taking me to my senior prom but had to go back to Utah a week before. I have and always will love Jason for the person he was and the person he inspired me to be. Even after the countless memories, I am still at a loss for words as to how much Jason meant to me. Before he went back to Utah, I stole the spider he had captured and encased in silver. As he left my house, I told him what I had done and he said I could give it back to him the next time I saw him. I still have your spider, Jason and I promise I’ll give it back to you next time we meet. I love you and I miss you more than you can even imagine.
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Damn Jason, I just can't believe you are not here with us. You were one of my ducklings sweetie. I always thought of you as one of my own. How amazingly talented you were. How much fun were you and God how much do I love you. I know I was only your substitute mom but I always felt like I was your mom. You went through so many hard times and I always knew you would get through them
This world will be a much sadder place without you and my heart is broken. A rebel without a cause... both you and Uncle Steve. Damn Jason why did you have to leave us? Will always miss you sweetie you were amazing!
Love,
Mom too
and...
Damn Jason, I just can't believe you are not here with us. You were one of my ducklings sweetie. I always thought of you as one of my own. How amazingly talented you were. How much fun were you and God how much do I love you. I know I was only your substitute mom but I always felt like I was your mom. You went through so many hard times and I always knew you would get through them
This world will be a much sadder place without you and my heart is broken. A rebel without a cause... both you and Uncle Steve. Damn Jason why did you have to leave us? Will always miss you sweetie you were amazing!
Love,
Mom too
